Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Anybody still read this thing?

Haha...the last time I posted on here was September 30? Wow. That should tell you something about how stressed I've been these past couple of months. Those unfortunate few of you currently reading this probably already know the sources of my stress, but I'll do a recap anyways:

1. The guy I thought was "the one" (seriously...I know, I know) told me via email that he moved to California to be with a girl he met over the summer and is currently living in his car because he doesn't want to be a part of "the system" of society, or something along those lines. I think I can honestly say "his loss" and mean it...it's not my loss, anyhow. I lost a guy who is homeless by choice. He lost me. Not that I'm perfect, but still.

2. I lost my mojo. So sad. If anyone finds it, could you send it back my way? Thanks.

3. On a much more serious note, my aunt died. She had been sick for some time, so it was not unexpected. She will be missed - she was a wonderful, kind woman.

4. My dad has colon cancer. I found out last week, but I had a feeling something serious was going on for a while now. He's been going to the doctor fairly often these past couple of months, which is unusual for him. I'm trying to stay positive about it, though. There is hope.

So, yeah, that's all for now. The good news is that I have great friends who I know care about me and are there for me. And I have a feeling I just might get my mojo back sometime soon.